since 4 years of age, i am busy doing school stuffs to learn, earn recognition, and achieve academic excellence that would benefit me in the long run.. i don't really know the real essence of romantic-sexual love at that age since i really don't put that much attention other than my education... the first love-like feeling i got to know... and feel... is crush.. having crushes on other human beings...it is not an issue on my part that at that tender age, i have lots of crushes... like 13 of my pre-elementary education buddies... 7 of them are girls and the remaining are guys... what i thought during those times is that, it is fine to admire both sexes and it is "normal" for other young kids like me to have those feelings too.. so it went on until the first half of my elementary days... i still have crushes, but they decreased in number... yet, they are still boys and girls... as i got older, i got more attracted to boys rather than the counterpart... i even get more "kilig" thinking about boys over girls... i usually daydream about having dates with each of them and enjoy each whole time getting to know things about them boys...
and now, at 20, i still have crushes.... on girls... (1 : 20 ratio) ---> (girls : boys);p
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