this happened when i was in my 4th or 5th grade level of my elementary schooling.
he (yes, he is a guy.) is a thin, fair-skinned guy. a year younger than me. he is not really cute but i find him as such. he has a wide mouth. maybe this is a reason for me to like him. we were playmates. we play the usual patintero, hide and seek, marbles, mini card games and the typical filipino kids to play during their childhood. i vaguely remember how it all started. i just knew, being a kid, young and curious, you play with your teenie weenies (dick).
young boys are being circumcised in the philippines at around 7-14 years old (this was just an estimate since i got my prepuce removed at 12) as a preparation to the adolescent stage. one is said to be ready when he can completely push his foreskin back and expose the mushroom-like head of his dick. RJ and i are both uncut during those times. we were having fun on playing with our dicks. playing jokes to those who cannot completely expose their glans penis.
one time, me with two other boys (they are brothers; one of them is a cross-dresser now, i believe the other one is a closet gay),found ourselves playing with RJ with this dick game. i saw that i have the biggest dick among us four. out of boredom, we paired and made our dicks "kiss" each other. that's where it started. this went on for about a year, but on an irregular time interval. we swordfight. hold each other's penises. lie on top of the other. swordfight again. sometime on a standing position.
i think me and RJ had the most contact in the group. we do it alone at times we are bored and got nothing else to play. the other guys don't know about these games between RJ and me. we did a lot of things. i lay on top of him and we swordfight. one time, i was curious about kissing and how would it feel. so with all guts, i asked RJ , "can we kiss?". he said yes, grabbed me and then we kissed. i think that is like doing a French one since we used tongue, eating(?) and licking like everything that touches each one's tongue. that was my very first kiss, i mean other than my mom and family. the very first kiss, which happens to be the most lustful kiss i ever had until i met my boyfriend. his mouth is wide (like that of julia roberts) and i think that made the kissing more uhhh ooohhh. RJ and i do swordfight while kissing on standing and lying positions. we did it in their sala (guests receiving room), in his brother's room, in another room and inside the bathroom. i vaguely remember if we bathe together. but i think it happened. he became my boyfriend (my subconscious mind) and for me he was like my love lust interest.
the month of june came and classes started again. that was the time when "our relationship games" were played seldomly until it came to a stop. i do not go play outside that much at the final year of my elementary education. since then, i never got the chance to talk to RJ again until now.
i moved on with my life without RJ. but that won't change a single fact. that i am still gay and belong to what i termed "the third-world country". i think RJ went on his way and i believe he is straight before that happened, while it was happening and after it happened until today. he was just at the stage of his life when children are curious and they would like to find out about everything. RJ's cat is still alived. curiousity killed mine.
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there are some persons i forgot to include on the first part of my list of crushes. anyway, i will just mention them first before going to my collegiate crushes.
*angela - i call her G. she was first girl i had a crush on when i was in my freshman year in high school. actually, i am a fan of her and raffa's (a classmate) love affair. raffa was courting him then. i do not know if this can actually happen in real life coz it sounds funny. one day, my last class ended and i was about to head home. some of my classmates and i were talking about G and raffa. i uttered a line, which i forgot, and i felt something weird. i imagined this scene: cupid went down from heaven and he strucked my heart with his magic love arrow. my heart began to beat faster. and i can't help but to think of G. after few weeks, G found out that i have a crush on her. i am a shy guy then. we talked on letters. love letters. i still have them on my "sentimental memories compiling box". i even composed poems every other day, and gave them to her. she actually did the same. but not all the time. sometimes, just plain letters. due to tight schedule and school workloads, we decided to answer each letter every after two days. raffa found out about the letter exchanging. we had a conflict. like that of a silent war. raffa and i are now in good terms. G transferred to another school on her sophomore year due to financial issues. before we parted ways, i composed a song about the friendship we shared, the times we were together, the memories we had. G and i got connected again after like 8 years on friendster.
*edz - edz is boyish during highschool. maybe, this is because of her life experiences. i had a crush on her because of that quality. i like girls who are sporty or those who have strong personalities. we are close friends today. she knows about me. she is the only girl in one of my small circle of friends. she has a boyfriend now and looks more girlish than before.
the next part of this post will list down my crushes during the college days of my life.. i'll try to post more next time.
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it's summertime. college students' break time for two agonizing semesters.. whew!. most will just enjoy their summer vacation - dvd marathon, swimming, nature trip, eating, resting and a lot more. some will enroll for summer classes to catch up, some crash courses or driving lessons maybe. some will look for summer job to kill boredom, as well as to earn some money. i am one of them who look for a job this summer. a random thought crosses my mind and got interested to what others will answer regarding this line.
what if i or you utter this : I NEED A JOB!
and someone replied: A handjob or a blowjob?!
what would you answer?! would you consider the photo above?! decide. now.
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the following list will include the names of my past and present crushes, some who i am infatuated with and sometime put me in "daydreaming mode". most are guys but i also included girls (if i can). they may appear in chronological order. i will list the ones i can remember, as far as my brain can ravel back in time. some descriptions are included.
*roneth - she is my partner in one of my cousins wedding.
*jessica - my pre-elementary crush. she has a white skin and a cute smile.
*mariz (not sure of the spelling) - my 1st grade crush. she is the top student in our class.
*jeffer - my neighbor and 2nd grade buddy. we played a lot during our childhood. one experience from him is when he rubbed his dick against my back. that went weird for me. i also went curious. that was nice for a 6 year old kid. wink.
*dana - one of my girl friends. i think she is the prettiest in the group. (not only physical)
*raymond - our elementary school valedictorian. i adore him because he is really intelligent. but i am smarter when it comes to numbers. (geeky;p)
*christian kenneth - i love his chinky eyes (like that of koreans, japanese, and chinese people). but now he is fat and his appeal decreases. still love his eyes, though.
*jerone - this guy is so cute. he is younger than me. his cuteness made me like him. white skin. nice eyes. though just a small guy, until now. but his newly cut teenie-weenie just added flavor to my so-called "one-sided jerone madness". one incident happened (i am not sure of it) that altered destiny and pushed his mom to decide on his son's circumcision. that was the first time i saw a cut dick. and take note, he is younger than me. that's one thing that reconsider my sexuality. gawd.
*jourdan - my first ever love. i am still working on the next part of our love story. i only linked the first post about him. click his name.
those are some of my elementary days crushes. i can't remember the rest but i know they are around 20+ of them. now, i proceed.
*carlo - our high school valedictorian. he is such a cutie. i remember, almost everyone had a crush on him since he possesses this certain appeal. he is my seatmate for the entire high school. my ex jamie even had a crush on her.
*angel - i call him my "bro" (i may post a separate story for him). he became the mr. high school because he is handsome. he and i have the same surname that's why i call him bro. but there is more than that.
*melvin - there is really something special about this guy but i don't know it until today. all i can say is, he is really silent. he is not amiable, but never a war freak. he just don't like socializing that much. he doesn't care about rumors or news at all. but i think he is sensible. i love his skin. and his chin. (grin;D)
*archie - at a certain time, i had a crush on him. the way he treated me i think when we were sophomore students. or maybe it is just my wishful thinking again. ehe
*jayson - he transferred from i think saudi arabia to our school during the sophomore year. he is a dancer. i love his skin. his body built (lean perhaps). i dreamt of him as my boyfriend. he became my superior leader during a military training subject on senior year. he became my friend's love interest.
*bon - a chinito (chinky) guy since he is half-japanese. i love japanese men. we became like close during the junior year. i slept with him (i mean we were together on the same sleeping spot, not sex) when we were sophomore students. he invited me to go to the house of his mother (his parents are separated) in tarlac. i, again, thought that he was my boyfriend and that day is like "i am meeting his mom" and he will officially announce that we are dating. ehe. i still have a crush on him until now.
*joseph - i call him couz (cousin) but our relationship as such is still unproven. his surname is my middle name. he transferred during the junior year from another private school. i had a crush on him because at first, i heard that he is smart. but others say he is like a gossip mongrel. i see my boyfriend on joseph's person. they have the same nose shape, brown skin and they are both tall.
*gayel - he is a college student who is a nephew of our sophomore year instructor. he looks like song seung heon, a korean lead star on one asian novel i watched (click link). i love his eyebrows because they are thick or bushy, ehe
i may add some more and college dudes and gals are not yet included on the list. maybe next time.
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wow! i feel so relieved today.. after a long day of doing the laundry and meeting high school classmates for a graduation celebration, i guess what happened is worth the weariness.. i have long awaited for that moment to come and now it's over..
it's over, yet, it left a deep mark in my heart after that serious talk.. sigh.
long ago, like 4 years have passed now, i was planning to meet up with my ex girlfriend jamie. actually, we see each other on some normal days unexpectedly and have little chats. but what i really want is a serious conversation..
we were texting last night about our high school classmate's graduation invitation. we agreed to come if my friend (which happens to be our classmate too) will attend the party.. my friend agreed and we decided to meet around 4pm.. i ask jamie if she can come by 3pm and maybe my friend too because i wanna talk to her about something, with the presence of my friend. she replied "i'll try."
the said meeting did not happen at 3pm. jamie was late so i have to meet my friend at 3.30pm, waiting for me coz she arrived earlier. we talked about certain things and proceeded to our rendezvous. jamie arrived with another classmate at 4pm. we didn't have the chance to talk. i felt a little awkwardness coming from her. i know she had an idea about me being gay and she have some sources.
we had couples of small chats. when we arrived at the place, we had our own buddies to chat with. we only got the chance to talk like 20 minutes before we decided to go home. and that was not really formal. i told her i felt a sense of awkwardness coming from her. i continued to say some things which i thought will make us comfortable. on our way home, while waiting for a jeepney to ride on, i told her everything. the conversation went this way:
jamie: so what was it? me: we'll put it this way. what are the things you have heard about me after high school?, since like freshman college?!, jamie: well, i heard some people say that, uhhmmm, you know. that you and the guy you are with most of the time are, you know. for me it's fine, as long as you are happy. that's what i said to myself. me: ok. well then. the relationship thing is true.
so i told her how we met. how it went. how it is today. i didn't give her much details since some are unnecessary to say. and that will only make her feel awkward again. so i just went "we met on... at... we kinda get to know each other first.. blah blah blah.. we decided to take the chance and see if the relationship will work. we've been to ups and downs. i cheated blah blah. and now, we are together for more than 4years." she said: "wow!" and i saw a non-judgmental reaction, an honest one. i was so relieved. and i added more.
me: the time we were together, i loved you the way i understand it. i mean, it's sincere and pure. i know myself that time. but i didn't use you just to know the real me. i am not lost. so i am secured that i love you. though i know i am capable of swinging the other way.
jamie: uhmmm, ok.
me: they say that exes can't be friends again. but i beg to disagree. only with you. we were friends before, became lovers, ex-lovers. but now, i want to remain friends with you. like what you said in one of your letters when we were young. innocent. that you want to become my bestfriend. actually, we did. but more than that. i want you to become my friend again. a close friend maybe. you are my only ex that i wanna be friends with. honestly. and i still love you. i mean, i love you as someone who came in my life. not the romantic love, coz you know where i am now, right?!
jamie: wow. i am touched.
we rode on the jeepney and she told me about his ex boyfriend and what she went through. i texted her 5minutes after getting off that jeepney.
so little reactions from her. i am actually thinking that she might still feel awkward. but i wanna cherish the moment. don't wanna ruin it coz of my paranoia and pessimism. i am so happy.
"another chain came loose and my heart is feeling a lot better. i felt one notch more free than before. thank god for that. and also jamie." - happy kyle
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he was white like that of chinese or korean skin. he is slim and just a few inches taller than me. he has a cute smile and a nice set of teeth. he has dark circles on his eyes but that is fine. his name is jourdan.
as far as my brain can travel back in time, we were classmates since the 2nd grade. we weren't close until we reached the 5th grade. he was part of the "boy group" in our class. he is not the first one that i had a crush on among the members of that group, but he was the first one who captured my heart like he will be my knight in shining armor.
during my intermediate elementary level (that is, from 4th to 6th grade), i belong to a barkada which are all girls. let me count them: lady, han, ann, cris, love, dana, and drei. they are seven and i'm the only guy in that group. the counterpart of this group is his group. its members were jeff, jas, jake, mer and him, jude (his nickname).
it started (sometime in 5th or sixth grade) when some of "my girls" initiated a game and the consequences is to tell everyone (not the whole class, just the GIRL group) who they admire. each revealed their secret crushes and maybe two or three of them had a crush on jude. then my turn came. honestly, i have a crush on jeff and we were romantically close (wishful, only for me) since 2nd grade because we were neighbors and been doing assignments together. his family knows me and i always stay at their house to do homeworks and sometimes play. my feelings for jeff is no longer as deep as it started and faded long before the time that game was played. i've got no one to tell the group. but i know that would be unfair. within a millisecond speed of thinking who i will choose among the other guys, i just blurted out his name without thorough judgment.
since then, my girls teased me, telling stuffs like me and jude are boyfriends. dating. kissing and hugging. and after a little while, jude found out.
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on a biblical basis, god created only man and woman. but in this world that we live in, a third sex was introduced. gay. the word "gay" is commonly referred to men who exhibit excessive femininity through actions, words, physical appearance, traits, mentality etc. and crosses a thin red line boundary between being a man and being a woman.. but i believe that it is more appropriate to use the word as the collective term for both men and women belonging to the third sex..
some of the terms use for gay males may include gay men, faggot, effeminate, shemale and many more while for gay females are lesbian, tomboy, and dyke among others. the word transvestism or cross-dressing can address to both gay males and females.
there are still many labels (both local and international) used to classify the gay people into different groups, according to their degree of "gayness". i, myself, am not a fan of using labels because nowadays, a number of people hide their gender preferences through masquerading the real them.
i believe that sexuality is fluid. we all tend to change our moods at different situations. our reactions at times depends to whom we are talking to. i believe, each and everyone of us, for once, have felt the counter-gender qualities, but some just remained secured with who they really are.
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i heard from someone that during your lifetime, there would only be a maximum of two "real/true" romantic love that you will experience.. i have thought of that many times before. and somehow, until now, it occasionally crosses my mind when there are barely no thoughts inside my brain cage.. i am still wondering if this is true or not.. because i think that i exceeded the maximum number of persons that i considered to be my real love...
i believe my first real love is a guy from my elementary days... based on what i have experienced from him, i tagged him as my first ever (separate story for the details)... the next one is my first, i mean one and only (until now) girlfriend but we broke up more than 4 years ago and i now settle with guys.. my present real love and hope to be like forever (my first boyfriend after my gf) is the third real love listed and not really having plans for the fourth spot...
actually, this is not a big issue in my life since i really don't care that much about what will make one your true love.. i am happy and contented with my present love like i've never been before.. he is just someone i cannot afford to lose.. he is half of who i am now... we are two souls intertwined in a single organic body.. living and loving each passing day..
what do u think of the real essence of true love?! are there any criteria that would qualify someone in your life to be "the one"?., don't really wanna think about it that much, really..
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since 4 years of age, i am busy doing school stuffs to learn, earn recognition, and achieve academic excellence that would benefit me in the long run.. i don't really know the real essence of romantic-sexual love at that age since i really don't put that much attention other than my education... the first love-like feeling i got to know... and feel... is crush.. having crushes on other human beings...
it is not an issue on my part that at that tender age, i have lots of crushes... like 13 of my pre-elementary education buddies... 7 of them are girls and the remaining are guys... what i thought during those times is that, it is fine to admire both sexes and it is "normal" for other young kids like me to have those feelings too.. so it went on until the first half of my elementary days... i still have crushes, but they decreased in number... yet, they are still boys and girls... as i got older, i got more attracted to boys rather than the counterpart... i even get more "kilig" thinking about boys over girls... i usually daydream about having dates with each of them and enjoy each whole time getting to know things about them boys...
and now, at 20, i still have crushes.... on girls... (1 : 20 ratio) ---> (girls : boys);p
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awww... kylexy is about to end.. i claim it to be one of my favorite series but i haven't watched atleast one whole season of it... i am not sure of the real reason why it suddenly crashes to an end... i think it's about the US ratings... but my boyfriend told me that he read from a popular blog that matt dallas (kyle) and jonathan bennett (lead male actor on lindsay lohan's mean girls) are seen together a lot of times... rumors about being gay is getting rampant on the internet... i am happy about matt being gay... (i mean, who wouldn't if you are gay)... but at the same time, i still want him to be straight for a lucky woman to have him... (i ain't selfish on this part, ehe)
i hope the "gay issue" is not the reason why it came to an end... and i wish him another great project in the future and more gay news (wishful!),...
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hey, im back after a month or so... i'll try to post as many as i can daily or oftenly... or if i can, regularly... it's been a tiring, intoxicating semester for me again... nevertheless, this is the semester i love the most as of present...
many thoughts are crossing my mind right now... i don't know if i would list them on a sheet of paper so that i can remember the things i wanna post on this blog... well, anyway, these are some of the topics or happenings in my life that i would likely share in the future:
1. my first crush
2. my first love (on the romantic side of love)
3. additional contributing factors which made me gay (not into labels, ok)
4. about friends (happy times, failures, deception, etc..)
5. my list of crushes (may include real name or description if i don't know the names)
6. happy times
7. saddest times
8. faves and hates
9. lovelife
10. sex (ehe)
and a lot more to come (i hope so...),,,
if i am in the mood, i may post a max of 4 stories a day or none for about a week...
until next time..
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let me just list the factors that i thought contributed on making me part of the lgbt community.
i grew up timid. introvert. a lil bit scared of new faces. so i look up to my sisters because they are not like me. they easily get along with other people. my sister E is like the little "miss congeniality" version of my mom.. yes, my mom won the "miss congeniality" award in our place.. we even used to tease her about her "stations/terminals" (within a 25 meter street, she talks to about 4 persons she meet along the way, individually). so, a 5 minute walk within that street will actually turn into 20 minutes (she never missed saying "hi!" to anyone she knows). exact opposite? well, my dad is.
dad seldom talks to other people. he is not the friendly-type. he does not initiate a topic on any conversation he's into. he just like listen to the person talking, but always makes it a point to share "his side" (his funny beliefs and principles, which i found "one-sided" most of the time) and stand up for it. (a separate story for my dad in the future.) so maybe, i am more like my dad than my mom..
i grew up with two sisters. i have a brother, the oldest child in the family, but my maternal grandparents raised him. so we did not have the brotherly bonding. i never had a brother i can look up to and teach me the "boys" things. never into basketball or any kind of "for the boys" sport (i play patintero though. and jackstones too. chinese garter. paper dolls. what else?! i got them all from my sister E.). i play outside with sis E and deal mostly with girls of her age. plus young gay guys.
when i was in the latter part of elementary education, my barkadas (the closest ones) are all girls. i am the brain of the group (doing the assignments blah blah blah) and they are the ones who do the social activities. i learned a lot of "girls stuffs" from them. they are my so-called family while inside the school.
these are some of the what i thought in the past the reasons why i turned out to be gay. but today, i believe these are only contributing factors. i believe being gay is a chemistry of genes + external factors. they come hand in hand.
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living in a routine (minus social life) really sucks! having few friends really sucks too.. but maybe, i just get used to this.. i've been like living in my own world for the rest of my life.. i have friends, yes, few, and also one of those people who tries to deal with any type of person the whole wide world has.. but i guess im just not really good at it.. in the end, i still chose to be alone.. talking to the inner me..
i am the youngest child in the family.. yes, my mom really loves me.. a typical mama's boy.. my sister is really envious with the things mom gives me.. but i believe i just deserve them.. really deserve them..
i started writing and the not formal type of schooling when i was like 4.5 years old.. my mom usually told me to stay at home and study numbers and alphabets.. she never exactly not told me not to go out of the house to play with other youngsters but it just gave me the thought that id better study rather than play outside.. i get used to the routine.. and that really paid off.. i really developed an "above the average" brain that helped me go through a lot of things in the future..
when i was about to try the other thing a normal boy should do, that is to play with others, i got a little bit scared.. or shy maybe. i am not thinking of the "how will i please my playmates and be friends with them like forever" line (i am not matured enough to think of those things that time). rather, i just don't know how to start talking to them. so my dilemma of initiating a conversation continued for a period of time.. i used to go out and play with the company of my older sister.. and that's how it went on for years until i learned how to play with them with or without my sister.
still, studying is more important for me that's why i gave more importance to it.. that's how my life went on through years.. until now, still studying.. few friends.. studying. but i guess i am coming to the point of losing the passion for the first thing i learned and loved doing.. my first love. i believe i am now tired of doing the routine.
"study. study. study! you know the importance of education to one's life." - the geeky kyle
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this is maybe the first time i will seriously put up a blog and start sharing thoughts and stories. i made a previous account in blogger.com but didn't post anything due to busy schedule. i have been inspired by such bloggers as tiggahtigz, misterhubs (now misterheuge), the chronicles of e and manila gay guy, the ones i can remember so far. i may not be as interesting as those brilliant people are, but my sole purpose is to write my story, not to impress online readers. i am a frustrated writer i must say, so i guess this is one of the things i can do to express what's hidden inside me.. the things i can't tell other people bluntly. i am not anti-social. i just give my whole damn self to people i trust, to people i want to trust, to people i will learn to and give my trust.
i am currently digging E's the chronicles of e. his stories are moving, plus his words are impressing and really penetrate one's flesh. candid. straight to the point. in their purest. real. his stories are inspiring. moving. it made me feel im in his shoes, though the events in his life are far from mine. what i thought that added impact to his stories is the situation he went through. i believe it will be a lot attention-catching if a story talks about one's failure in life. the depression one went through. the pessimistic persona living inside one's self. the dark side of one's personality. then the struggle to see the light. go out in the open. finding answers to repair the damages (though not absolutely). accepting the fact you did once fall, but is willing to stand up again. may E continue to find the light. i have to read more of his stories to somehow, i know not fully, understand what kind of person is he. why he is like the person he is now.
i enjoy reading the gay confusion section and listening to podcasts on manila gay guy's blog. i can relate generally on the problem of coming out into the open. physically, i don't look the typical straight guy. if you'll see me around, you might just have the idea i'm not straight. but i act discretely as much as possible. typical reasons. my reputation in school. i am known of my intelligence, though most of the people who know me are stranger to me. i am familiar with faces, or just know a person by name. but i seldom mingle with other people. i prefer to be alone. or with just a small group of friends. no confirmations to friends that i belong to the lgbt community. i keep it inside myself. i believe most of the people surrounding me really don't get the feeling on how to belong on this community. knowing that you're gay (regardless of the classifications or labels), they might say "oh honey, it's fine.". but at the back of their brains, they don't really mean it. they talk behind your back. start spreading the news. and voila! you are in the news header. top subject of the latest happenings in your own department. whew! it's really hard to come out in the open. i love the podcast that migs talks about his coming out to his friend rob. i understood what migs went through. what his reasons are for the (i think) 14 years of no confirmation about his sexuality to his bestfriend. i learn a lot from this guy. cheers! ill be checking on his blog every time i got the chance. thanks for the words being imprinted on my brain.
misterhubs, i consider, is the superhuman blogger i've ever known so far. i love his super vocabulary. i went nose-bleed on most of his posts due to the terms he uses. good thing he is a lawyer and the power of his tongue is maximized on his job. i personally admire him. like what others say about him, he can make one piece of trash story into a sensible one. he is like into magic and transform anything into something. there's more to say about him but im actually out of words. my respect for you sir. (he is now misterheuge.)
tiggahtigz. i admire him. i have a crush on him. and on his hubby pooh. they are a perfect fit. i am quite envious of tiggah because he can openly express his self. he can live his life to the fullest. i love reading his stories. it is like knowing his daily whereabouts. imagining im one of his friends he goes out with on his free time. it's like just living a few blocks away from his place. like him, i wanna live my life freely. having a boyfriend and spending each day like a "used-to" boy-girl relationship (i should not say a boy-girl relationship is normal. it is just like saying gay relationship is abnormal). hoping meeting them in the flesh someday.
so, this is the introductory part of my diary. i introduced the persons who can possibly influence me and have impact on my brain that might help me how to steer the wheel of my life. i will tell my personal stories as this blog gets older..
for now, this is all i can give. by the way, im kyle. 'til next time.
"at the corner, start biting your nails kyle!" - the confused kyle
(Photo from: www.goldinuniverse.com/detail.asp?ID=76)
this happened when i was in my 4th or 5th grade level of my elementary schooling.
